I'm return... Hello

“How many times I wanted to shout, how many nights I wanted to fly out the window of my room, sit in any corner and forget all. If only for a moment to go back to being happy. Or rather naive view of life with those eyes, have a sense of surprise at all times, with each passing moment. Well that's just a feeling, a feeling something then when the sun comes up we know that all this has been the product of freedom and tranquility of the night and gives us even more when we are alone in our rooms, then we can for a moment and show us feel as we are with our mistakes, our failures, our successes and our thoughts.

But beyond the reality and think that, why do not you answered me a sms, I think the good times, at least at all we are left with that, good times, bad and regular ...”

After making this reflection, I was back in Reus, turned back to me every day is to say nothing.

I was feeling on standby, but also had the feeling that this time everything would be different. At least even at a distance, had someone, someone who wanted to see me and be with me even if every three weeks. Perhaps it was the kind of relationship I had planned but at the moment, I was wrong, and this time he let the feelings that were out doing.

Upon my arrival I had several stories, many letters in the mailbox and no job offer. At least things were going as usualHence we say many times that gives pleasure to get home. But this time I do not like me was missing something. I needed him, Dido, and will be as a call.

After making two stops and many hours alone with my thoughts, it was time to routine calls. And collect information from people. As had been several days without blogging, and I apologize for thatCould argue many things for me, but I'll be honest I have been poured into my necessities sentimental and I have had many ideas.

Now I'll have three weeks for me has come my time.

 Updated all the gossip. I started to think about while waiting for the bus to Reus. And the truth is that ideas come to me, but by chance I had it in front. A meeting at the airport. The truth was mine to film how a few days. But this had a touch that made me think. The kiss, the kiss was passionate, a lot of screaming, lots of flowers, looks and caresses but the kiss was short and cold as he had seen.

Maybe it was because they were realizing that everyone was watching, or maybe it was why they were not honest with themselves. Had they been faithful? Did they have confidence in them?.

Well, that we will never know, but sometimes a big stage and props not enough to cover mistakes, maybe if you're honest with yourself you can overcome not confess lime but at least you should be honest and lime create the big picture, maybe a single rose and a kiss would have sufficed.

So that led me to reflect on the long-distance relationships, and not wanting to get worse because I had one. I preferred to think in those days lived, planned and imagined for the future and closing page.

I'm back I'll be writing every day as usual.

Carrión